A gal named Patti Joanne Topp is called Kitty by men who rub her the wrong way. And with crumbs of Sunday on their lips and too much cash on their hands, she lets them come and do whatever else they want.
She told me it's like how I steal things. Not for the devil's sake, but for getting by--to feed her little ones and pay their way. You can end up stuck getting by. She'd lost too many bets. And like boozing can turn to robbing, the gambling turned to hooking. Then she found a chunk of the Clearwater County Bank in my coat pocket and we fell in love.
But it wasn't enough. So I blew the safe in Power County. Then in Bingham and Fremont, God forgive me. I was running to buy redemption with the tips of hellfire between my toes. The cuffs caught me at a payphone. Didn't have to, but I wanted to hear her smile.
3/10/14
12/13/13
Of Queen's Claw Feet
Luke has left
devoured by bathwater
gone cold.
She remains
a feignwarmth
so gallant I
salivate a vein
in a leaf
nibbled by Earth’s Sol
in winter’s tight skin
bitten by scruff.
And I beg her to become
Ruskin’s Mythic Queen whose
hip I hold in hand to
till with my tongue and
pull the corners of
her lips all
pink and lovely
into my smile.
into my smile.
12/12/13
E's Cabin
Chump and churl am I
choking blood from the legs.
Locked knees, and all, y’know?
With the caps covered in
folded flesh
like a kid-licked bottom lip while
light-headed and hot.
I stand in the shower
hold M’sippi’s Mud
in one hand
memories of you
in the other.
Takin’ my sweet time.
Cicisbeo for palms to see
but a five-fingered picker
for the rest of ‘em
while porchin’ it
in the cold
rolled out in the mountains of
Idaho’s wolves and brotherhoods.
Smoke signals to the future
howled up from a “Haah!
Help-us-figure-it-out”
held in first to
hit the hardest.
Songs sent
to the outskirts callin’
home
the loose skin that
left us
alone.
I keep a’pluckin a knot of knuckled skills.
And we talk all about it
then we talk about it all.
then we talk about it all.
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